2009

i hate 2009
i hate two thousand and nine
it's been 2009 for a bit and i hate it
i might like it when i wake up
but wake up to what
to being forced to work 5/7 of your life into something YOU DONT LIKE
for this to be NORMAL
for civilians to be BLOWN APART because other civilians had been BLOWN APART
5/7. normal.
to wake up with no-one.
for cross border tension. for a zealous media to corrupt.
to explain a stain
to endure a spectacular collapse that is inevitable

i have 78 pages of travel journal to write up. i might write it up. i started. it took ages. i started a league on FM09 and lost to Vallodolid at home with Barca. I got upset. It was an upsetting day. Tito couldn't help, however much i showed them onto weaker feet.

when i write it up this will end. but it will take a while. it won't be worth it. dont cross your fingers. your gunna need some luck this year. it's 2009. two thousand and nine. everything is different. everyone is different. i hate 2009.